Fear 

I fear a lot of things.  
I fear that my work will not be good, great, or even near extraordinary. I aim to be extraordinary. I want to be inspirational. I want to be on the same level as Vincent Van Gogh. 
If you notice, there are several quotes by him on this page. He inspires me so much. His artwork is beautiful, despite being depressed and psychotic. Not only that, though. He had so many people despise him as well and he grew up not conforming. He was an anomaly. His parents loved him and yet, he continued to be destructive. They sent him away to boarding school and they gave him affection, and yet, he fought it (well, his parent's "affection" is questionable). He only kept a close relationship with his brother Theo who didn't wish to change him, but rather, understand him.
We connect in that way, I guess.
But back on topic, I want to be the person people look up to in art. Who see my love and passion and want to become. As egotistic as that sound, it is not meant in that way. I want my work to inspire another young human to be nothing but great. 
Also, I want to know my work meant it had that potential. It had that potential for people to love.  Who doesn't want people to see their work nothing less than perfect? Even if it isn't, my dream is to know that finally, I can be happy because my hard work meant it was all for something. 
But I'm scared that it won't be. Im scared that I am nothing more than mediocre. 
I fear that I will always be, just the student artist and nothing beyond a couple of painting sales. 
I fear no one will know my name and who I am.
I fear that I will leave no impact. 
I fear, that I am nothing but normal.